Today he is still the same to me. During my life walk his son joined
me on many occasions giving me scenes from my future of which have come to pass.
Once when I was a young mother of three in my twenties I came down with blood
poisoning and needed to be hospitalized as I was near death. My troubled abusive
spouse at the time would not let me be hospitalized. Instead he took me home.
The doctor put a paper in my cape pocket and told me to call my mother. When I
got home I asked my spouse to give my mother a call. She came over and all I can
remember was telling her to look in the pocket of my cape on the bed post and
her saying, “Oh My God!” More than a week later I awoke from what seemed to be
just a night and dream.
I was surprised to see my mother on the couch with my 6
month old daughter. She was more surprised to see me up and speaking as I had
been out for more than a week, in which she had stayed by my side nursing me to
health and carrying out my duties to my home and children. She even carried me
to the hospital each day for intravenous and antibiotics. I told her I wanted a
shower. When I was finished she got me a cup of coffee. As we sat on the couch I
told her of what I dreamed. I dreamed I was walking with Jesus on a dirt road
with a dense but welcoming forest on all sides. We talked and walked and walked
and talked. There was such peace with him holding my small hand. He was dressed
in a flowing white robe. His feet were bare and eyes blue. When I looked into
his eyes I could see forever and ever no end. When we reached the end of the
road there was a barrier with a luminous light (brighter than anything
imaginable) flowing through it in small beams. Like the sun shines through the
early morning forest. But this light was so much more. I wanted to go with Jesus
to the other side with the light. He told me as he took a step up into the other
side that I could not go. He told me I had to go back my time was not yet. I did
not know where I had come from or what I was going back to, only that I had to
go back, which made me sad. During my walk with Jesus there was such peace
beyond all knowledge and understanding. When my mother told me of her long
journey of caring for me I was moved to tears as she exclaimed, “I wouldn’t let
you die!” I fell deathly ill on January 1, 1980.My life journey since has only drawn me closer to my God and existence. He answers prayers before I can ask them, when they are still just a thought. His wisdom surpasses all understanding. No one can tell me that there is no God for I have seen him and he is with me all ways.
If you don’t see God or hear him trying seeking and listening. He is there, He knows all, HE forgives ALL.
Corpus Christi
He
pushed them gently aside and walked towards me, and said (he was
very close!): "For your problem, it is not because I did not want,
but I had no time; but now I am going
Something I thought
was an unnecessary evil. It was then that God decided to share something with
me. I was overwhelmed by a sense of guilt so strong it had my whole abdomen
rumbling. Straight away I new what it was and started to cry. I had been so
blatant about how I felt, about how God has wronged mankind I did not realise he
was trying so hard. He then told me he could not cry and that he could not even
move. He is not only guilty but also suffers so much because of the suffering in
the world that he is completely paralyzed. So if there is anything you can do to
alleviate the suffering in the world He would greatly appreciate it if you did
it. Because it is only these good things that keep Him going.This recently came to me, so to speak and the only thing I can do with it is share it with you. I hope you feel the same and pass it on.
A Glimpse Into The Eye Of God
by
GrimmJoke
1. The Eternal Paradox
Infinity equals zero.Nothing is infinite.Infinite is nothing.
Imagine a black hole, it has infinite mass as such it has infinite
gravity, even light cannot escape its pull. As a result of this the
physical
laws of the universe/reality no longer apply, as it's existence is a
paradox
i.e. an impossibility which negates or removes it from this
universe/reality. It in fact becomes a hole in space and in time.
The only impossibility is impossibility itself.
Nature abhors a vacuum and will fill it at every opportunity, fill
it with
everything even light. Hence the properties of black holes or
singularities.
A black hole is simply a particle of matter that has broken a
fundamental
law of existence: that the faster you go the heavier you become.
Until you
reach the speed of light. Once that barrier is broken you become
infinite,
and you are no longer a part of this universe/reality.
You are a
paradox.
Accordingly the universe is NOT infinite. If it were phenomenon such
as a
black hole would not exist as they ARE infinite. To beings that
exist in
spacetime the universe appears infinite indeed but that cannot be
for as
1 >.9999999 ad infinitum and always will, this universe/reality will
one day
end.
Or will it?
Infinity negates both space and time, and time and space, as time is
space
and space is time.
Infinite is all the space in which to travel and all the time in
which to
do it. The only thing infinite in spacetime are the holes in it.
Holes into
which all matter is drawn or pushed into, as they are the paradox of
the
infinite. They are the vacuum of spacetime and into all of the
universe/reality goes. Not just matter, but the time in which it
exists is
drawn into infinity, for it, at least in this space and time is
NOTHING.
Nothing is impossible but impossibility itself. And into nothing all
will
go ........eventually.
But do not let this disturb or frighten you, for out of nothing came
everything, i.e. the Big Bang. Simply put, a black hole is a hole
from
spacetime into the infinite, the Big Bang a hole from which infinity
pours
spacetime.
The end of our universe/reality will occur when last bit of
spacetime
enters the infinite and only the holes remain, the last two meeting
and
joining at just over the speed of light which will create a paradox
and as a
result everything that went into these holes will come streaming out
and
ANOTHER universe will be born. This will definitely happen again,
the
existance of black holes in this universe/reality proves that, and
will
continue to happen as long as the paradox holds up. For if there is
a
universe/reality that is eternal it must be one that has no holes in
it.
Gravity is a function of matter interacting with spacetime, or
spacetime
interacting with matter if you prefer. All matter from the smallest
particle
(other than a black hole) to the largest galaxy, moves through
spacetime. It
can also be said that spacetime flows around matter.
The reason that we and everything else on this and other planets are
pulled
or pushed toward a point in its center is a physical manifestation
of this
interaction.
Matter in motion has gravity which is not a property of matter, but
its
existence in spacetime. The only thing that is not in motion is a
black
hole, as they are not a part of spacetime but a hole in it. If you
were to
observe two black holes that appeared to be moving toward each other
it
would in fact not be so. What you would see is the disappearance of
spacetime between them, into them. They would not move toward each
other but
eat the distance between each other. Black holes are stationary in
spacetime.
At sometime in the future they will all merge and join but only
after ALL
of spacetime is gone, and the speed that they will meet will be
infinite.
After that anything is possible, except impossibility itself.
But wait, if nothing is infinite and as such cannot exist in
spacetime then
what of God, something purported to be both eternal and infinite?
How can
something or someone like that exist in our universe/reality?
It cannot, except in our own imagination. God or the concept of
perfection
that it represents exists only in that realm, the realm of
consciousness. We
create (or re-create) God after God has created us. How else could
God
survive the trip through the white hole of the Big Bang, by the
reaching of
the conscious mind to the state of perfection, to the infinite.
We, beings of consciousness, are
but tiny pieces of that perfection in the process of creating (or
remembering) itself, the mind of God, and that our very existence is
due
only to the imagining of that mind of our existence. A mind that we
(all
conscious beings) are all a part of.
Our creation of God will in turn create us from God. Thus the circle
of
existence is complete.
It seems to me that all this fighting over the nature of God to be a
form
of consciousness-suicide, for the mind of the other you kill is a
part of
your own, connected by the infinite.
Death is only the returning of that part of the God/mind into
itself, and birth its return from the infinite. The only thing that
is
required of us is the incremental imagining of this perfection. All
life in
its myriad forms is a function of this God/mind remembering(if you
look at
it from the end) or creating (or from its beginning) itself.
So if you want to be a part of God I suggest that you close your
physical
eyes and open the inner one that God gave you and imagine that God
into
existence, so that after the last two holes become one, God can
imagine YOU.
But if God as we define it does not exist in the sense of something
infinite and eternal, then where does God exist in the physical
realm of
spacetime? The answer is NOWHERE, as the infinite cannot exist in
spacetime.
There is a point in which God CAN exist and that is within the
paradox.
In the moment before the Big Bang, the moment after the last two
black
holes collide there exists, in fact HAS to exist a moment in space
and in
time in which there is only....ONE.
Only one point in space and at only one time, and at that shortest
of
moments, in that tiniest of places God does in fact exist in the
physical
and the imagined.
For there and only there are all things possible...... even the
impossible.
Are all things infinite.
All things ARE.
Perfection made real.
Zero-point.
Nirvana.
Heaven.
God.
Nothing = Infinite.
And at that point in space, in that moment of time.......a black
hole in another God/minds reality.
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