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Our Most Recent Letter From January 2nd 2010

No man has ever seen God the father except the Son, Jesus Christ.
Read the testimony of the people on your website.  They are all lost and disillusioned.
Destroy your website
Or you will pay the price which shall come at a price you can not pay.
Kyle Stewart

A Letter From November 19th, 2009:

dear god,
no, you were never dear to me. you sought me out for all the shit to happen, one after another. what the hell is your plan with me? is there a plan? are we all just experiments, are you a joker? ive been looking for you, your e-mail address, your phone number, anything. i hope this letter reaches you, cause im really.\, really pissed off with you. you did not even have mercy or pity for your supposeded only begotten son, so what about us, are we illegitamed, lost souls? are there any hope for us? you are an indian giver, give us children, and then whooz, you take them back. no man fuck, its not right! there are lots and lots of people on this stupid earth, devide the pain amongst all of them, and leave me alone. i am tired, i am hurt, i need a break. i know you wont answer me, you dont have the guts. you just sit wherever, and laugh at us. well, ha-ha, here is one more laugh. help me, or get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another recent letter:

Hello GOD,

I am very happy with all I have in my life. And I especially thank you for letting things go just as they should as it has truly been good to me. Surely I don’t mean to be rude or impolite but the problems in my life have only made a better person Triple Figure Study by Bill Martinout of me. the disease or difficulties(looks to me like the sides of a coin) are really great gifts. You make us glorious swords by pushing us thru the hottest of fires .
So god I just am happy to share my joy with you as you have always with me, the morning sun reminds me of a gentle kiss blown from you. The hot noon reminds me to complete all my tasks by not letting me laze around, the cool evenings make it a perfect time to rest and unwind. Thank you god ………
Though I do get angry when somebody scolds me but I pause to remember that it was you telling it to me for my own good………………
I end my letter with hope of happiness like mine to reach all those deprived of it.

May all end well as it began

N.B; 21/12/2012
May be my last day
But if not I will write again

An earlier letter from September 19, 2009: 
To all that read this,
 
Where do I start, how about I just focus on the actual event because if I disclose everything around it I'll be writing this for days, if not weeks or even months. What I need to tell you all though is some of the circumstances and structures I grew up with.
 
I was raised in the Morman religion and by the time I was baptised at 8yo I had a firm belief of what the world was.  Almost all of that has been deconstructed now though some things from then hold firmer than ever.  I am gay, didn't want to be and I tried to change how and who I was.  I prayed, I tried blocking it all out, ect.. No luck at all. Then I tried to proove it all wrong, for years I tried, with some but little success.
 
Fast forward to 26yo. I came out 2 years before this and started my first relationship, lasted about 18 months and ended very badly. Figure StudyMy world seemed to have come crashing down and I hit rock bottom. I started to think back to GOD and what I had done. By this time I had tried to kill myself, been in a gay relationship, stolen things from shops in my adolessence and all number of things I could think of as sins. I was certain that GOD hated me. And crying inside, howling to myself and thinking that I'm not even sure who, how or what GOD is. What I was sure of though was the intension of my thought. I was meditating and praying without cease to good, holy, love, light and so on, thinking if there is a GOD, he could power through all of this noise in my head and in my life and break through to me.
 
That's when I was taken. That's the only way I can put it because that is what happened. I was in bed when I heard a voice, loud and clear just say "Thankyou." I was startled and then I felt as though I was taken over. I was wide awake, becalmed at first, relaxed even, until I started to be moved physically.  Now I'm frightened, I started to shake and I could not speak (I wanted to scream for help.). I was moved slowly at first and I was going faster and faster, so fast I could not see where I was going, but I could feel the wind rush by me at such speed that it was impossible to breathe while looking forward.
 
Then I stopped. Standing bare foot on loose rocks on what seemed to be a mountains side. Then I realized that there was a light in the distance ahead of me, and after the wind and speed I just traveled I found it hard to focus for a few seconds (more than 30, less than a minute). Then as I tried to focus more I became even more frightend than I was already (I still couldn't speak) as i thought could this be something to do with GOD. And then I remembered what I was thinking earlier "if there is a GOD, he could power through all of this noise in my head and in my life and break through to me." and I could make out a small tree in the light and then I noticed a bright light with and outline of a person comming around from behind it. At this point I wanted to hide, run, get out of there as I was feeling very insufficiant, but I was froze still and bolt upright. And he spoke Nature of Mind by Alex Grey"I DO NOT HATE YOU." so loud that the rocks I was standing on shook and he almost deaffend me and I was sure that I was dead now. But, he followed what he said above, this time speaking so softly and gentley "I love you, as I love all my children. No more, no less, each the same", this whole time talking he walked toward me but his feet did not touch the ground and when he was directley in front of me he stated "Do not be afraid, I am the light and life of the world, the beginning and the end, the alfa and the omega, the sun, I am YAHWEH" and he spoke very calmly and he touched me on my right side near my lowest rib, where he touched it burnt me but I was strangely calm now and didn't care for pain that I felt. Then I felt a great sence of knowlage and what seemed to be his love for all that is.
 
I will not go more into what was told to me or what I saw and felt after the above. Suffice to say, he took me back to my bedroom and I got back into bed and he spoke words over me that I could not understand.
 
In the morning I felt tired and I thought that I must have gone mad. I got up and went to the toilet, to my fright there was a mark right where he touched me and it hurt, rather a burning feeling. The mark lasted 3 days.
 
This, what I have written above happened about 8 years ago. And in all the time that has passed, I am only sure now that I'm not mad and wasn't then. But my view of the world had changed and keeps changing since then.  There were no drugs or anything of the sort involved.
 
I don't know what you may make of what happend to me there, but it happened and I am telling the truth. All I hope is that I will feel his love again.
 
Thankyou for reading.
 
My name is Benjamin and my email is tntben@bigpond.com.

Letter from September 2, 2009:
 
Hi
I always have known that the world is not the way we are conditioned
to believe. I always knew that the physical laws are just illusions. I
always knew that I was the creator of my own reality : physical,
mental & spiritual.
I do not accept the conditioning that I can t fly or bend a spoon for
that matter. I know that God & me are one & the same thing. I have
felt being with him time & again. Those premonitions I get, the
intuitive insight that I develop, the love I have for everybody
indicates that God wants me to realize that he is me & I am him.
In fact everyone is God & God is everyone.
I (& you) as Gods created this world & after living in this world we
have forgot who we really are.
I say that everything is possible. I say that physical laws are mere
illusions, mere manifestations. I say that we have been conditoned to
believe illusions through our DNA inherited belief. In fact I assert
that I can change my DNA. I assert that I can develop myself
physically & mentally. I assert that anything is possible if you
believe it is.
And Guilt is the greatest sin. Everyone deserves to be happy &
deserves anything that he desires for.
Fear is sin. Keep your head held high & never ever fear anything
because you created this world & coz you are GOD.
(If you really desire something you can have it....My blessings)

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Hi, my name is Chris Bates and I saw what I believe to be God. Please keep in mind that this "experience" that I had could be nothing more than an in depth mental dilution. I completely understand this, but I can not deny it. It was as real as anything else in existence. Also I have been told that it could have been Satan. This is true, and the result of it was absolutely painful, but as I'll explain, I don't think it was.

It all started about 15 years ago when I was a Senior in High School. A 14 year old Freshmen all of a sudden started clinging on to me. She was the friend of my friends girlfriend... In other words my friend had a girlfriend and she was her friend. :) Then about 2 weeks later, for no reason, she said that she didn't think we should see each other any more. By this time I had developed very strong feelings for her. I didn't know what I could do about it because I was leaving to go into the Navy and I was told that was the reason why. As time went by my feelings for her grew much stronger.

Fast forward about 11 years. She had married. Also my friend had married her friend so there was still this link to her. I went to my friends house and he told me of her pending divorce. This was like a "trigger" as soon as he said it I began to have epiphanies. The only way I have to explain it is fairy dust. You know how in cartoons fairy dust is sprinkled and it is just magic sparkles that fall, and the main body falls slowly but some sparkles fall faster. That was what it was like, only the sparkles were epiphanies. I stayed at my friends for about 30 more minutes before I felt as though I had to leave. I got in my car and drove home, and this took about another 30 minutes. By the time I got home parts of the main body were raining down on me.

I began to be able to jump back to what seemed like random times in my life. Not just remembering these times but actually BEING there. Having all of the knowledge, feelings, and worries that I had at that time. Then I could come back to me at home just like that. Then I went to another random time in my life and then back. This kept going on and on and I noticed that I could SEE all of these times before me. That's when I noticed a sort of barrier. Times of change or uncertainty and beyond this was black. Imagine looking at a clear night sky and then take away the stars. I was not afraid of it. There was nothing there to be afraid of.

It seemed as though I was going backwards, or farther away. Well the barrier had a curved shape so I followed the curve up and then things became much more serious. I remember realizing that this shape was human. The curve was his left shoulder and I was looking at his neck then his face. He was moving... He was ALIVE and he looked exactly like ME in every detail. At this point feelings become unexplainable. It was me but I was not in control of his movements. His body was facing me but his face was turned to his right. He was astronomically huge. The size of a planet or star.

Then he looked at me. This was when I knew it was God that I was looking at. Nothing can explain this. It is the greatest moment in my life. I remember thinking that this is heaven because I could look at him for eternity and be completely happy with only that. I felt so small and so lucky. Like I had just won the lottery but not just any lottery, but a 1 in infinity kind of lottery. He could have looked at anything but he looked at me. His eyes were paralyzingly beautiful. Just as his skin were the moments of my life, his eyes were the most beautiful moments. Times of amazement and pure joy. Times of laughter where I couldn't stop laughing. Close calls and amazing occurrences.

Then he communicated to me. He said nothing. His eyelids got bigger and he pointed with his entire right arm. As if to say "look". So I ran my eyes down his arm and beyond his finger and I saw something very far away. I somehow was able to zoom in with my sight and I saw her. The girl from high school. I could see that it was her from over her left shoulder as her back was to him. As soon as I realized it was her I immediately looked back at him and it was like a slow motion explosion. He came apart and I fell back to where I came from. It was over.

The entire time I could still see myself in my apartment. I made dinner, watched TV, listened to music, and just had a "normal" night at home. All the while seeing God. From start to finish it took about 7 hours. To me it was more like 7 seconds. Time was a strange thing. When I was looking at him I got the sense of eternity, that time doesn't matter. What is eternal will last forever.

So I went to bed and slept. When I woke up I had to pick up the pieces. I had to tell myself to do everything. After all I didn't know if I was alive. It slowly set in that I was. I didn't eat for about 4 days. It just wasn't that high on the list. I was a complete wreck. Everything was 100%.. EVERYTHING. It was like every switch was turned on, and even switches I didn't even know I had. Stress, stress, and more stress. A million miles a second. I tried talking about it to my friend but it came out as a bunch of babble. I was fortunately able to keep my cool enough to keep my job and I didn't get into any wrecks on the road, but I was, for lack of a better word "insane".

I didn't know what to do. After all he had pointed at her, he didn't say to do anything. So I took this to mean "go to" her. I then proceeded to go to her in any way I could think of. It took 10 weeks before I spoke to her. By this time it had went from wanting to speak to her about it, to everything being on the line. I finally got to speak to her on the phone and from what I can remember it was like nuclear war. Over very fast and completely devastating. This was the worst day of my life. I found out later from my friend that she never liked be in the first place. She had done the worst thing that annyone has ever done to me and her reason was so she could spend more time with her friend that was dating my friend. This was about 3 years ago. She is married again and thinks I'm crazy. I expect the next time I see her will be after death. I don't expect a happy ending. I expect to carry this for the rest of my life as it will last forever. I feel like Noah being told to build a boat and then having all of the trees burnt down before me.

So that's it. I'll send a picture of me so you will know exactly what he looked like, and chrisodip@yahoo.com is my e-mail address if anyone wants to know more.

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If this present life is just reaping for sins and good deeds why are you there what is use of worship and of course we mortals can understand your divine stupidity called creation. So thanks for nothing bye.

Regards for nothing

Srivathsaa


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Dear God,
 
I have not only SEEN You, I have Been (with) you.
 
and I know You will come again, soon,
I love You for everything you create and do is Divine.
 
Blessings,
untill soon,
 
'Miriamne'


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Dear God...
 
I am glad you are open to this letter.  I have so much to say to you and then it seems like so little.  I have never understood all your ways and as I get older, it doesn't seem to matter.  I guess what really matters is "me".  I have to make the choice to follow you and to have my faith in you.
 
 
                                      "Nature of Mind" by Alex Grey
I use to be angry at you, afraid of you, and most of the time I hated you.  I was not sure you were there for me.  Now I don't look at what is happening here on this Earth and why you don't stop the negativity.  If I did I would be angry with you again.  And find myself at step one, once more.
 
So instead, I decided to just go to you in Heaven, and ask you for what I needed when I needed help.  I didn't look at what was going on this plane of existence anymore.  So it was a way for me to let go of the anger, the hate, the disappointment I felt for you.  Now I just trust when I go to you in your Throne in Heaven, you will be there for me.
 
I am finally being able to get close to you now.  It took me years and years of searching.  This planet is currently being run by Satan, he is in charge right now.  It is part of a bigger plan you have.  I don't question it anymore.  It is what it is.  I know that I did not have an understanding and just felt a betrayal and hate before that understanding.  Now all of it down here matters little and what matters most is that I can go to you, in your Kingdom up there.  Far away from this place we call Earth.
 
Like a man said once "fear not, you belong to the Son of God".  Need we say more but the truth.
 
So now it is good and I can find my way to you.  
 
Keep blessing me and my son: Justin.  He needs you and your love.  Thank you for giving me this precious child.  Help me to raise a good son.  Keep him safe and protected.  And when it is time for him to be loved, help him to find a good wife.  Keep well, keep blessed, as all the generations that come from me.  Bless and protect them all, mightily.  
 
The Daughter of a King,
Angela
 
Another letter:

Yes, I have seen Jesus, One He was wearing a Red robe & One wearing a white rode. When I seen Jesus in the red rode, I new I would be Hurt. But new Jesus would Help me. When I seen Jesus in the white robe he was walking to a white alter. And he was looking at me.

Another letter:

Hey guys, cool site
How about 4 hits of acid (for my first trip) to wipe my ego clean away and induce beautiful, terrifying, divine communion with the totality of existence? Not sure if drug experiences qualify for your site, but I'm pretty sure I came face to face with God, and that's what counts. It was the most beautiful experience I've ever had on drugs, but also the most frightening. I felt like I was shown, through visualization and insight and by another, more powerful consciousness tapping into my mind, the beautiful dance of life playing out before my inner eye, all for the sake of the mind of God to give his children a divine gift. I have been inspired by this trip to live my life to the fullest in order to show my gratitude and reverence for the beauty of the world. I hope someone can read this and relate to my experience. Peace and Love.

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Hi,

I was really amazed and really felt happy when i saw this site on the web. It is good.

You mentioned about seeing god! What is really meant by seeing god! 

Well i do not know about what is it meant to others as every one have their own way's of seeing things, my meaning of seeing god is what i felt when i felt the precense. I am a hindu and their is a really deeper meaning of GOD in hinduism than what we see in rituals and festivals. I felt the presence of god and felt god being there lending his hand to hold me when i was falling apart mentally. I saw god in my belief, i saw god when i fell low and still knew that every thing is ok and will be fine. I saw god when i felt that he knew every thing and he will make it alright. I saw god standing there in many forms. I saw god in the helping hand i got. I saw god blessing me, forgiving me and letting me have another chance. I still see god in my hope and i see him as an assurence.


Another letter:
Many say they can see god or jesus, the fact is, they're either lying or have not seen god, possibly the angel of the lord or satan.Judges 2: 1-3 The Angel of the LORD appears to Israel and identifies Himself as God.

Exodus 33:20, God says "You cannot see My face, for no one may see Me and live."

so it's either people have seen satans deception or possibly an angel because you cannot see God, however Moses sees a burning bush as God, it is God in a different form not his true form. or maybe the people who claim they've seen god have seen the holy spirit.

Another Letter:
sorry God, but i am a buda my mam ask me to be a buda


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 i thought that i was crazy for a while, growing up studying meditation, then moving to texas where visions were not publicly talked about.  In school we were thought to drown things out.  One day I was sitting at a friends house meditating while they were playing video games and I started to follow a golden chain out into space.  I watched the stars go by I watched earth disappear.  I went into the sun.  In this light I had no pain, no body, just joy.  I don't know If I thought it or it was told to me, but my friend was going to find me dead.  At this time I was put back into my body and all i could hear was static, there was a small hole i could see through and my body had to restart itself.  It was scary for me, as well as others because they had found me looking blue.  I haven't had problems leaving and coming back sense then but that was my first experience with going into god.  After a while I began communicating with the light and the other beams i guess you could say... When I saw Alex Grey's artwork I could really identify with the auras, the visions, and I had a picture to show others that could relate to my experiences.  thANKYOU- LOVE AND LIGHT-amI.  More letters . . .
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